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UntitledI am aloneUntitled by Melody-Hikari
a rock that cannot be an island
I sink under the weight of the pressure
b u i l d i n g i n s i d e me
And I never see the daybreak
It is dark and cool under the surface
Electricity makes me feel free
I am a prison without inmates
A creature without a face
I look to see my reflection
And hold out for an ugly embrace
The canvasThey say that you can't tell what a person's been throughThe canvas by Melody-Hikari
I'd like to think it was written on my face
All the words I've been through
and the lack of them.
Leaving a trace so fine, it is nigh perceptible,
until you know what to look for
Every harsh word formed with an embrace
Every harsh word carved into the blank canvas I create
my heart doesn't stop because the sounds do
Even though I wished it would
I wished it break no further
Smash it into my own pieces
Twist it until it wrinkles
no longer recognized as its own
Show it on my face, that corrupted soul
the loving life drained out
impatience wears thin the canvas so dutifully laid
so that no one dare asks what's behind it
until it falls down
thrashes to the floor
its own weight
brings it down
rolling to stillness
and everyone pretends it has stayed.
Extra since birthExtra since birth,Extra since birth by Melody-Hikari
how can you convince me otherwise?
From a childhood spent hearing
"Go play on the freeway"
more than being told how smart she is,
A childhood where, five years in
I'm the tossed aside
that no one wants to play with
Where every abuse I endured from my "peers" mouths
were looked over my teachers
treated as impossibly as it was to love myself
for what I wasn't
How can you tell me that I'm not extra
when every class grouping, every pairing, consisted
of those left out
and then me,
fifth to a four-party event
no more loved by those outcasts
than they loved themselves.
How can you tell a child, whose only worth they see
is in their hands on a noose
their body sprawled out
the overpass fence falling beneath their sprightly weight
and their childish scrawl on yellowed paper
older than them
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I can also do commissions. :333 If you want a more detailed post, please click here
If it's not listed, note me and we can talk.
A short poem will be no more than two pages [by hand] and will be no less than a haiku. You are welcome to note me what you are looking for, and depending on what you want/are willing to pay, I will likely write up a few drafts and compare it to what you give me.
A short story will be no more than five pages single space in Word (anything more is bonus/free) and no less than two pages single space in Word. I will not do anything NSFW. I will not write any material that I am not comfortable with. I will need examples of lines, maybe artwork, and anything that gives me an accurate sense of the personality for any character that you want me to write for (if I am unfamiliar with them. It is highly likely that I am not familiar with them). I can also write original pieces on mostly anything that you desire-- if you want a piece about the sentimental value of a watch, or something about emotions, I can do that as well. I can write a variety of genre, so if you have a preference, please let me know.
Essentially, note me what you want to see a story about, and we can talk. I love writing about things that I haven't seen around, and I love bouncing ideas off of another person. I will do my best to write something that you enjoy! If you are not satisfied with something in the story, let me know and I will revise it as best that I can!
You should also let me know that you want to commission me, otherwise I'll accept it as free points. >o>